i love you till the end

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you 'till the end

I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
I love you 'till the end

home

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

if i were a boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me


[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

percaya

kepercayaan itu mahal harganya. apalagi kepercayaan seorang teman. tega sekali seorang teman menipu temannya hanya demi mendapatkan keuntungan pribadinya. dia tidak pernah membayangkan bagaimana kecewanya temannya itu saat ia tau ia ditipu. teman yang selama ini selalu menerima dia apa adanya.
itu hanya contoh kecil dari mahalnya kepercayaan itu. banyak lagi contoh-contoh nyata yang tidak sulit kita temukan dalam hidup ini. kepercayaan orang tua pada anaknya, seseorang pada pasangannya, dan rakyat pada pemimpinnya.
kalau kepercayaan itu tidak bisa kita jaga? bisa dibayangkan apa yang akan terjadi. tseorang teman mungkin tidak ingin lagi berbagi dengan temannya. seorang pria atau wanita mungkin lebih memilih meninggalkan pasangannya. lalu apa yang akan dilakukan rakyat pada pemimpinnya? mungkin ini yang sedang terjadi di negara ini. tidak ada lagi rasa percaya pada pemimpin. selalu menaruh curiga pada apa yang para pemimpin lakukan.
anyway, semoga rasa percaya tiu bisa tumbuh lagi..

hujan..

biarkan hujan mmenghapus anganku
biarkan hujan membawanya pergi

biarkan hujan menghapus rasaku
biarkan hujan membawanya pergi

biarkan hujan menghapus air mataku
biarkan hujan membawanya pergi

karena semua itu salah
karena semua itu tak seharusnya terjadi

biarkan semua pergi bersama hujan
Lalu pelangiku kembali datang..

thursday, sept 10th 2009

ternyata bisa bantuin orang benar2 bisa bikin hati ikut senang.. hari ini aku ngerasain itu.. hari ini untuk pertama kalinya aku bisa ngerasa sedih pisah sama orang yg baru aku kenal.. anak pasien temanku yg berumur 7 tahun.. senang deh bisa bantuin temanku, walaupun aku cuma bantuin jagain anaknya yg super duper aktif itu, tapi seru juga.. rewel sih.. cerewet lagi! dan gak tau dari mana munculnya kesabaranku, aku jadi bisa dekat ama dia.. dan waktu aku mau pulang, dia pun ngerasa sedih gitu.. dia liatin aku sampe aku keluar dari pintu rumah sakit.. hmm.. mudah-mudahan bisa ketemu lagi ya, jimmi!